I feel like I have SO many things to say and I have no idea how to say them or in what order or what these things actually are. I feel like I need to be quiet and I feel like I need to shout. But when I'm quiet I don't know what to do and feel kind of like I'm wasting time, and if I shout I don't know what I'm shouting, or what the point is. And I feel like I will never run out of having things to say and I will never stop having the feeling that I cannot say them.
whaddaya think, voice? what do you do when transition steals and scars and swallows silent?
what do i want to say?