About to get in the car--
I want to APPRECIATE that this is my last year, our last year, not take day after day after day for granted because it's counting down to not being the same-- but I do NOT want to focus on it. I want to live it without "last ________" hanging on the back of my every thought. But I want to treat it differently somehow because it is. There's a balance, I think.
Back to my favorite place in the world.