Thursday, June 07, 2007

The words
“right thing”
Have tumbled in and out of my
Vocabulary
They are confirmed
But it doesn’t mean it’s easy
Or fun
It’s sad
It’s awful
I hate it
The habits of 3 years
Intersperse with the new loneliness
Making it real
Making me new
Scary
I can’t tell you when I cry
Like in the van
When they were about to play
“Goodbye Love”
(It’s from Rent, you may have heard it)
I stopped them
Too much
Tears came anyway
I won’t get to tell you that I miss you
Oh so much
So you see
We both put on an act