i am trying to write my "memoir" about youth but it is so hard. i am so bad at describing things and people in general, but describing this place and group of people is even more difficult... how can i put what i feel about them and what they have given me onto paper? but i want to so badly, and i want to write it all out and have it be perfect and i want to show it to everyone. patience, patience. it is such a beautiful day. i am outside of sloan. it is not hot, but not cold, and there is not a cloud in the sky.