Tuesday, March 04, 2003

4:55 pm
grr you guys i am waay pissed off. so i went to the orthodonist this afternoon, right? just to get a mouthguard for my jaw so i won't grind my teeth at night or something. well yeah, guess what he ends up telling me? i could use some braces! well of course i immediately burst into tears, whaddaya think? dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit. and my dentist has told me for nearly all my life that my teeth were fine and perfect and stuff. i cannot believe it. it is so unfair. and now i am just ranting because i am so mad and upset. and today was a good day too!!! why, why WHY did it have to turn into a bad one at the end?!?!? i mean, i have a choice, i don't have to have them, but it would mean i would have to have work done to my teeth when i am an adult and i guess i'd rather have my parents take care of the financial stuff now instead of me later. it would be for about a year and a half.. god that seems so long. yuck yuck yuck. but they said maybe i can get clear. damn i hate this so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YELL SCREAM CRY OR WHATEVER YOU CAN THINK OF RIGHT NOW, I WANT TO THROW A DARN TANTRUM DOWNSTAIRS IN THE BASEMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! ugh and today was a good day!!!!! jeez. yeesh. ahhck. today was a good day because we are writing narratives in english and i am doing mine about my summer trip to the uk and i love writing about it, and then i got exercise in PE, and then we watched "beauty and the beast" in chorus and in math the work was easier and i got a 92 on my ch 4 test. (although i do not want my proofs test back whatsoever) and i am home for the rest of the night and i can sleep early and stuff. ok i guess i will think about it later and for now put it out of my mind and read other stuff or something. phew. deep breath clairey. chill out babe.

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