Wednesday, December 11, 2002

4:25 pm
ooh, hot tea. hot hot hot. haha soffe i knew someone would take that the wrong way! :) soffe reads my blog everyone. it makes me happy. yes, it's definitely like a book! ugh today was a blaaah day. majorly. lotsa stuff is going on in my head. one of my most important friendships in the world is slipping away to me and i don't know what to do about it. yes i need to talk to the person involved. but it is really bothering me and i don't want to hurt their feelings or make them feel guilty. i was being ignored a bit today it seems and it hurts me. that's the main reason i was in a baaad mood the rest of the day. feeling unloved and silly for following people, one of whom is my best friend, who are ignoring me a bit. there's more but it's not fair for me to print it where all eyes can see. yeah. i just don't want to make a big fuss but i guess it is. siiiiigh. 7 days of school. pheew. things change so much soooo fast. i emphasize the "So" because it is extremely true. anyway- last night was auditions for children of eden, thank goodness i watched all in the family when i was in the hospital b/c i had to sing my country tis of thee in an edith voice. :) i'm talking to michael, soffe, and allie. talking about bugs and 51 states and blogs and auditions and whales and such. i am looking forward to swimming my heart out this evening.. it's actually a good way of relieving stress. ciao, i need peace.
clairey the NON GOTH SOPHIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! black is classy!!

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